Hey :)
I'm Bronni and I am 17 years old. I am writing this blog, purely to find out whether it is just me that has trouble finding a boyfriend and keeping one or whether it is a common problem among teenagers.
I have been single for just over a week after being with my boyfriend for just a month. I found out over private mail of Facebook. I cannot even explain how much it hurt or how much I cried. Sounds stupid doesn't it, to cry over something that lasted just a month? But it was a number of things that made me cry:
- It was done over Facebook rather than face to face. If it had been done face to face, I would be able to tell if it is what he wanted or whether he felt pressured to dump me. Also I would be able to tell his true feelings by looking at him; was he hurt? Did he cry? Was he upset?
- His reason for splitting up was because we were "drifting apart" and he was "soz" about it but he wanted to stay good friends because I can "make good cups of tea. Lol". Drifting apart, maybe I could understand (even if I didn't feel it he certainly did :L) but it was more that he wasn't sorry but that he was soz.
- I knew I was going to miss him. I mean I was definately going to miss all the cuddles and kisses and flirting and just general talking to him. It was going to be hard. Even seeing him a couple of days made me miss him and made me want to cry.
One thing I have wondered, and am wondering at this very moment if I am honest with myself, is does he miss me? Does he still just randomly want to give me a hug like before or kiss me as I leave or is he happy with the situation? It certainly seems like he doesn't. Either that or he is an extremely good actor!
Another thing is does he expect me to be ok with the situation? I mean I find it near on impossible to shove my feelings under the table, something he seems quite able to do quite easily and quickly, and pretend I was never hurt or never cried about the fact that I lost him. Either that or he doesn't think I'm going to miss him or will never have cried about him or maybe never even cared about him.
Anyways, I must stop blabbering on now and get on with some Psychology and Sociolgy "/ I will write again soon.
Na night beautiful peeps, much love <3
Bronni
xxx
Basically, boys can be dicks. And that sounds so harsh they way he dumped you.
ReplyDeleteI guess you could talk to him about it, but do you really want to be with a guy who treats you that way? However much you like him, no girl deserves to be treated like crap.
Emilie, xoxo
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